"Good Horse won't eat back side grass"

Chinese got a proverb,

"Good horse won't eat back side grass".

This I'm totally agreed. I'm regreted deadly back here working, all my friend, i'm wrong, please forgive me.

When your boss said you create OFFICE POLITIC; question i wanna ask:
1) when i got time sit inside office? I remember everyday i drive outside doing my layout alone, do my quotation alone, when i got time?
2) to create office politic need a GANG / GROUP ppl anti other ppl, but now only me, myself and i fighting for my pride. Stop talking to others also assumed as CREATE OFFICE POLITIC meh?

Some more, to help the weak? That means i'm the strong? Why other sales ppl's delivery job have to done by me? Why i have to teach their customers? Will i get any commission? NO! definately NO! Why my sales get under cut by other and my boss still side her and told me "nevermind lah" ? Then what for i pick up the phone for sales and my commission?

As a purchase ppl, working here over 4 yrs, to get a price also need to wait 10 yrs? After that if delay the sales or customers go to other competitors it will be my fault, how unfair!

As a clerk, already works here over half year, typing is the basic thing to do EVERYDAY; why still everytime also got excuse to type the wrong address, phone number, or attn person name?

I don't understand, i won't understand, and i don't want to understand their problem. After this project, i think i need to find another job.