LoveHolic's Theory

Last week i chat with Nat Chai, she told me this,
"Liking is like an infection. to me la. it swims in your body. love is like an injection. its stays there."

Then she told me this...

"In life, it is said that every destined pair is connected to with a long invisbile red string tied to their pointers. So when people grow up, they tend to search for the end of that red string in order to look for their destiny. But because there are too many people in this world, they get easily tangled up because there are soo many other strings. Therefore its alright to get stuck in love, because when u get stuck in love, thats when you are tangled up. So it takes time for u to untangle yourself and continue your journey in search of your other half. Which explains that its okay if you end up with people who you dont htink you shoudl deserve/end up with. Its just you yourself getting tangled up in the world of red strings. "

Frens of mine, do you agree with this?

Sigh... I thought a lot last week, till i cant sleep tight at night, woke up at 5 a.m. sumthing, then cant sleep back till 8 a.m., even though i'm tired like dead. I think, i should give myself a DUE DATE to my "UM LUEN" (cantonese = 暗恋) cuz this kind of long term WAR, will exhaust my energy easily. So, i just let my heart BEATING for him till 14th Feb 2007, 23:59p.m. after the day, i will stop my stupid action anymore. Yayaya, i knew u all will scold me whenever u gals read this, but, i'm tired to chase a guy who already got gf beside. Even though my cousin JY did caught him looking at me, but, you know lah, just a glance only, what it represent for woh? So i have to wait MAYBE someday he will break up with gf meh.... no right? sigh... better stop earlier lah......

Scary Ferris Wheel~!!! ><

Yesterday night i went Titiwangsa AGAIN (dont be so surprise why i always go there, cuz i support Malaysia mah~!! Malaysia Boleh~! :p ) Actually yesterday was Yun Ho's BD,so i went out with Samsam, Mickey8 and Dindin, 4 of us celebrated inside the gondola. BUT~!!! You know wat?? man, as a ppl like me who very afraid of height, OMG~!! I was totally freak out, and cried loh~!!! Yes I was~!!!! i'm so scared~!!! even though the scenery from top is really beautiful, but i cant control the reaction, just tears dropped. I hold Samsam's hand till we get out from the gondola, totally 4 rounds we had rode on. Sigh... if Ah Keat really asks me ride together, i should think deep loh, cuz very shame loh, i'm sure will cry and hold anything or anyone near me loh, really scary lah~!!! ><

Fireworks... i'm a bit sad whenever i see it....

Last Saturday & Sunday night, i was at Titiwangsa, with different group of frens watched the fireworks. You gals know wat? every time when i see it, my heart so pain... feel so sad cuz i think back the past... feel so lonely cuz everywhere also the couples or families... of cuz being with frens not that bad also, but i knew wat i'm thinking during that time, needed a shoulder to lie on...... maybe i'm just too 'weak'. man, i dont wanna become a real SUPERWOMEN, please lah, my house got one already, and i see her SIDE EFFECT after all, i dont wanna become like that...... ( so sorry to Nathelie Ng ) Single maybe good enough to me sometimes, but i needed some love whenever i feel tire or upset, even though thinking to cry out also needed find a place, but not find someone, how damn shit of my 26 yrs old life now~!!! So~!!!! here it is~!!! i already made a wish when i was watching the fireworks,

" THIS YEAR I WANT PAK TOR LAHHHH~!!!!!"

all of my frens, if u see this blog,please leave a message let me know, how to start a date, ok~!? I'm serious~!! Remember leave a message to someone urge to PAK TOR this year k?? ur help is very important~!!!

He cut & dyed his hair liao ~!! ^^

hahah... ya, as the title told, he did~!! very leng zai loh~!! at least to me, he is~!! So sorry JY, maybe to you is nothing & normal, but to me, in this moment, he still leng zai lah , ahhahahah...... this photo i took by my handphone, maybe cant show very clear his face, nvm lah, just wanna put in my blog for some times, let u all take a look of him, AH KEAT ~!!! hahahahhaa.....

tired Jun Su...

he just came back from Japan and went back in the same day too, i feel so sad and so worried about him, how come SM entertainment always makes him tired like this ??? even though FAME is very important, but why not let them have a good rest first, maybe will get better result leh.... poor Jun Su...

how's he now?

I'm a bit miss him leh, ya lah~!! frens, i'm really A BIT miss him leh, not VERY VERY miss him ok??? just wonder where he is now, wat he's doing now, how's his case now, does everything going smooth... etc. hihihi...... sounds like a crazy or stupid right? sigh.... i'm not his gf, but still have a lot of thoughs of him, really stupid... thinking to call him, but dunno wat to say.... who am i to him woh..??? sigh.... sien..............

Swatch Valentines' Day Ad~!!!

I read the newspapers today, and saw the Swatch ad, wow ~!! I love it~!! Not the watch pls, is the doll the gal holding~!! ahahah~!! If i can do so to those who i like or hate, there must be interesting~!!! Just like holding a DEATH NOTE~!!! Hahahhaah~!!!!

Going to Terengganu....

Even though it's none my business, but anything related to Ah Keat,then i'll take note in my heart. Well, why i knew he'll go Terengganu? of cuz he told me :p but why he told me? i dunno, maybe just dont wan us arrange any job on Saturday gua...I dunno, just assumed he wanted to let me know loh, can or not huh?! So, i'm going to tell u all, some of our conversation, and after u read, pls leave me a message or comment ( if possible lah). Thanks~!!!

Wednesday, 18:48pm, stucked in the traffic jam at Pandan Jaya... I was purposely wanna find a STUPID excuse to call him,
" Where r u now? how come u didnt go Megan Avenue there?? they all scold me u know?"
" I'm still at subang, just finished my case. That's why loh."
" Man, i told u yesterday u must go Megan Avenue today, see! they all blamed me now! is it ur business going bigger, so continental's case not important liao lah!"
" Why so say woh, didnt mean so ok? sigh... so how?i treat u eat pizza loh."
" Pizza??? no way, i just wan my case settle, that's all."
" ya la, Friday i'll put there 1st place ok?"
" Promise lah... then next monday Puchong site pls be punctual, morning must arrive there."
" can i take the things on Fri?"
" I dunno, maybe gua, or Sat...?"
" If possible then Friday lah, hey, Saturday i'm not here you know,i'll go Terengganu."
" Terengganu?? why??"
" got case there lah, keyphone..."
" 2 of u go only ah?"
" ya lah, we go there pak tor mah, wanna join? can bring u also."
" i also wanted to go oh, but i need to work, so sorry woh.."
" really dont wan ah..?"
" ya lah... ooi~!! then dont 4get bring my present or souvenir from Terengganu oh~!!"
" wat u wan oh? Terengganu got nothing woh~! only got IKAN MASIN, u wan it ? "
" No way~!"
after that he changed to LOUD SPEAKER mode cuz dont wanna make the same mistake like last time, bcuz of talking with me with handphone and get SAMAN RM30 :p so Ah Keat, Ah Hing & I had chat awhile, we talked about cases, we talked bout some stupid jokes, haha... happy... at the end i'm thinking to end up this conversation,
" so, remember bring us the present to us oh.." then Ah Keat replied,
" Not only you meh? " wat??? i was shocked!! my mind cant function in 3 seconds, then i said,
" huh? wat...? " (in mandarin = Huh? 咩话？）
" nothing lah." ( in mandarin = 无野啦。）. then i said,
" ok lah, nothing lah, bye."
" ok."
maybe to you all, it just like a very common conversation between frens; but to me, i did feel something, but not sure wat was that. He maybe noticed, but i worried he is playing me also... worried really... >_< Thursday,22:59pm, at my room, just finished bath... I checked my handphones whether got call during i was bathing or not. There was a missed call at working phone (013),i thought it was my boss... OMG~!!! 012 - 335 xxxx ( sorry , i really cant post his phone number out) 21:47pm, missed call. I merely cant believe my eyes, i checked so many times, the times and date the missed call in, i checked the number probably... cuz the working phone is MOTOROLA, i didnt used to play it well, so need to check VERY CAREFUL!!! after these all steps, i comfirmed he called just now when i was driving home from Titiwangsa. (Why i back from Titawangsa? haha, i went there surveyed the place and ferris wheel, wow~!! BEAUTIFUL~!!! i'm going to take a ride on next Tuesday night, cuz that day is Yun Ho's birthday, i'm going to wait him there, and celebrate his birthday inside the gondola, haha, all the Yun Ho's fans dont PIA me oh~!! hoho~!! )

Continue my story first :p so i decided to call him back immediate,
" Wei?"
" you find me just now?"
" oh, nothing loh."
" u was finding Angie isnt it?"
" oh."
" then ok loh, bye."
" oh."
Damn it~!! like a stupid~!!and he also not good loh~!! only answer " Oh" chiew him ah~!!!!! Sigh...... bad mood that night, i cant sleep that night you know? almost after 3 a.m. then fell asleep ah.... so cham lah.....

Friday, 17:46p.m.,my office...... damn it, Megan Avenue there already chased me like hell, Ah Keat not yet there~!!! So i called,
" Big bro, where r u ??? they wanted kill me liao lah~!"
" i'm almost reach ur office lah, wait me k~!"
" my office ??? how come hot Megan there 1st??"
" nvm lah, i wanted to take the keyphone 1st."
" ok." waited for 15mins, he arrived, i purposely acted no time talked with him, he also not look at me so straight, we just take a few glance of each other, then he grabbed all the keyphones left. BUT~! in the same time, my colleague Wendy asked him a weird question,
" ah keat, valentines' day coming le woh, wat u going to buy to your gf ar?" man~! she's crazy~!! even though i wanted to know actually ~!! :p
" a heart shape chocolate." WATTTT~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was laughed out loud~!!! he must making jokes with Wendy, he always like that, saying the jokes but not laugh / smile at all, like Jae Jung types, poker face... after that he left... after that i called ah hing, dont ask me why k? cuz i dont wanna let ah keat feels like i always stick with him, and he will notice i'm so obvious to chase him loh. everybody get wat i mean or not? sigh...
" ah hing ah, just now didnt see u and talk with u, so sien loh..."
" need meh? wat's up then?"
" no lah, just wanna ask you guys wat time go Terengganu oh?"
" tomorrow early morning go, then back in the same day loh, dont wanna stay over night loh."
" wow, must be very rush & tire loh, drive careful lah, dont drive lah INITIAL D loh." then i heard ah keat kept on 'HAT CHIEW HAT CHIEW' there...
" who's HAT CHIEWing oh? " i purposely asked :p
" neh, ur fren loh, u lah, keeps on cursing him mah, right?"
" haha, man... since we started talking, i didnt say anything bad on him right?"
" haha, u think it in your heart mah."
" Cheh!!! ok la, smooth journey loh tomorrow... bye "
" thanks ya, bye.."
" hey hey~!! don't 4get my present oh~!!" (see how greedy SAM NG is ~!!)
" u really need the present meh..."
" no lah, just kidding man...hihi...bye."
" ok, bye."
Sigh... even though i was not talking with ah keat, but i know he was listening wat ah hing said with me. Anyway, i also thanks Wendy asked that question, but the answer too surprise & funny ~!! hahahah, heart shape chocolate??!!! i wonder still got ppl give this kind of chocolate to their love one meh????? very ... maybe ...dunno ... sigh......

If Ah keat really ask me wat i wan, can i say this,
" Can i have the same present which u give ur gf one ? "
or maybe i answer in the funny way,
" Can I have the heart shape chocolate which same like u give to your gf one? " hahahah..... nonsense.....