Thursday, March 26, 2009

SECRET CODE


Finally their new Japanese album out, and everybody go grab it fast, it's a very nice album. And, it got 3 versions.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Stop

When I say STOP for something, that means, I really wanna STOP.

Ugly Betty

I just finished one of the episodes of “UGLY BETTY”, this is the first time I have the chance sit down quietly for an hour to watch till finish. Betty’s friend, Amanda, is a blonde pretty sexy babe, she falls in love easy, one night stand is normal to her; Betty’s boss Willie is a capable but lonely woman, she always pay extra much attention on her competitors. And Betty, as you all knew, she’s not pretty at all, but she always has the warmest heart to do everything. The guy she falls on to, Jesse, is an artist, singer, but lack of luck to show his talent. At first Betty thought Jesse also has the same feeling on her, she helps him organized a party for him to perform. Jesse sings solo and said wanna dedicates to his SPECIAL one, and Betty, even her family members also thought the girl he mentioned was Betty. When Betty decided to tell Jesse she falls for him, she saw Amanda kissing with him, what a damn shock and attack to her. She’s sad, and standing at the road side crying alone. Her another boss Daniel came down too, asking why she’s crying. She told him that she realize she’s not beautiful at all, she must be more understand when Jesse said her BEAUTIFUL, he’s not from his heart. But Daniel comforts her and said,

“You’re beautiful.”

When she went back to her house and cleaning the stuff after party, Amanda was there waiting her back, and apologized. She told Betty her feeling on Jesse, at first Amanda thought Jesse was charming, every woman dream to be with him fall for him, thought he’s special, but after the kiss, she told Betty,

“He’s not worth to.”

After Betty heard that, she smiles. Till here I got a question, is it Amanda actually wanted to help Betty to test the guy? I’m not sure, but the meaning was there. Amanda continues saying,

“I’m envy you Betty. Whoever falls for you, they’re really loves you. Not like me, I don’t even know what’s the real is, cuz I’m too beautiful.”

Actually her dialogue much longer and better, but the real meaning I wanted to bring out is, Amanda herself also knew the reality happen to her, and Betty. Those guys sleeping with her, is ONLY wanted sleep with her, nothing but that, cuz she’s a pretty babe. No one put the heart on her, at least for her past she never had a real love I guess, if not, she won’t say that to Betty. Of course Betty understands Amanda’s words, she thanks to her, too.

Well, be honest, I don’t trust it. Who will date with ugly I wondered. I’m a good example. Whenever I feel depressed and ask my colleagues why I’m still alone, they all so nice and said times will tell; and I will tell them,

“If you’re a guy, will you date with a guy look / feel girl? It just like dating with a guy, it’s weird, awkward.”

Ya, I think so. Others ask me to change the outlook, for certain reason I don’t want to change, is because I don’t wanna force myself doing something I feel uncomfortable with. Maybe I not yet meet someone worth to make me change myself till I don’t realize at all, it’s naturally change from inner.

I’m going to find UGLY BETTY from year one till now. Whoever has this, please lend to me, so that I can save my money to buy it.

Monday, March 23, 2009

TAXI - TVXQ

I got this song last week, when i see this title, i thought was a fast song as usual. But actually not. It's a very sentimental love song, without knowing the lyric, i feel SAD only T___T and a story immediate came out from my mind, a very short story, haha.

Taxi, is a public transport. Have you guys or girls crying inside a taxi? I did, but i forgot the reason why. And, i even cried inside the bus, train. Seem i like to cried inside the public transport, more convenient.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Order

I wanna order a book from Korea, but find no where to help. Some said thru online, but it's difficult to find a online book store to do oversea deliver. Plus, it's really expensive for the delivery charges, my book only RM25, but the delivery RM45, OMG~ @_@! How crazy of that? It's really rediculous.

Another thing, I found it's really funny while Oscar order clothes or books from US; but i order books from Korea. Well, supposed he can buy clothes or book at Malaysia, but he doesn't want; supposed to read in our own dialect, but how come i tend to study other country language? Haha...

Hopefully i can get a way to order my book, not only this, for future purpose too.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Thanks to Rebecca

She back from Korea, and brought me the book i want, and i wanna thanks her here.

Back ...

I'm back to work in the same office with different task, and even transfer to another table, too. For the past 2 months i had rested well enough, and nobody even BOTHER to drop me a line for normal greeting or see whether i die or not. Be frank, a bit disappointed, but i was expected will be like that. This is why i always tell myself,

"You don't have any friend, never expect anyone will care about you, but yourself."

Sure you all will say, why not you call them? Man, i'm poor enough to everyone, do you think a POOR child like me will have someone volunteer to near you? Nah... don't even hope that will happen in my life. Or, some will say I'm not good enough to them. Shall i admit it? Am i really treat them bad? I think so, and i guess myself must have a damn SUPPORTING reason to make me do so. That's why i also give up on them. Kinda frustrated and up set cuz when you find out the rest have their own gathering without inform you. This kind of situation happened so many times till i can't count. I won't complain cuz i knew i can't match with them ANYMORE. Just let it be...

Lately busy like hell, everyday go out to meet customers, we talk, eat, visit sites, bargain price, etc. I am enjoyed doing this since i don't have burden like boy friend to ENTERTAIN, or even my mum also a very dependent woman whose will settle her own things herself. But actually i hope to have a chance go out with SOMEONE, no really needed become closet couple, but SOMEONE can dating with, cuz i feel my life REALLY boring. That's what the feel previously my suppliers or customers told me, LONELINESS at certain age. Ya, I'm old enough and needed a PARTNER accompany in CERTAIN of time. But not sticky type. Kinda difficult right? Again, i will let fate comes to me... (be honest, i don't believe it T____T)

Monday, March 9, 2009

Terroir Trailer 1 - Han Hye Jin n Kim Joo Hyuk

Just Love this... can't go back...

2008 泰勒瓦

I'm now temporary stopped for TVXQ things / news, but this...