Ugly Betty

I just finished one of the episodes of “UGLY BETTY”, this is the first time I have the chance sit down quietly for an hour to watch till finish. Betty’s friend, Amanda, is a blonde pretty sexy babe, she falls in love easy, one night stand is normal to her; Betty’s boss Willie is a capable but lonely woman, she always pay extra much attention on her competitors. And Betty, as you all knew, she’s not pretty at all, but she always has the warmest heart to do everything. The guy she falls on to, Jesse, is an artist, singer, but lack of luck to show his talent. At first Betty thought Jesse also has the same feeling on her, she helps him organized a party for him to perform. Jesse sings solo and said wanna dedicates to his SPECIAL one, and Betty, even her family members also thought the girl he mentioned was Betty. When Betty decided to tell Jesse she falls for him, she saw Amanda kissing with him, what a damn shock and attack to her. She’s sad, and standing at the road side crying alone. Her another boss Daniel came down too, asking why she’s crying. She told him that she realize she’s not beautiful at all, she must be more understand when Jesse said her BEAUTIFUL, he’s not from his heart. But Daniel comforts her and said,

“You’re beautiful.”

When she went back to her house and cleaning the stuff after party, Amanda was there waiting her back, and apologized. She told Betty her feeling on Jesse, at first Amanda thought Jesse was charming, every woman dream to be with him fall for him, thought he’s special, but after the kiss, she told Betty,

“He’s not worth to.”

After Betty heard that, she smiles. Till here I got a question, is it Amanda actually wanted to help Betty to test the guy? I’m not sure, but the meaning was there. Amanda continues saying,

“I’m envy you Betty. Whoever falls for you, they’re really loves you. Not like me, I don’t even know what’s the real is, cuz I’m too beautiful.”

Actually her dialogue much longer and better, but the real meaning I wanted to bring out is, Amanda herself also knew the reality happen to her, and Betty. Those guys sleeping with her, is ONLY wanted sleep with her, nothing but that, cuz she’s a pretty babe. No one put the heart on her, at least for her past she never had a real love I guess, if not, she won’t say that to Betty. Of course Betty understands Amanda’s words, she thanks to her, too.

Well, be honest, I don’t trust it. Who will date with ugly I wondered. I’m a good example. Whenever I feel depressed and ask my colleagues why I’m still alone, they all so nice and said times will tell; and I will tell them,

“If you’re a guy, will you date with a guy look / feel girl? It just like dating with a guy, it’s weird, awkward.”

Ya, I think so. Others ask me to change the outlook, for certain reason I don’t want to change, is because I don’t wanna force myself doing something I feel uncomfortable with. Maybe I not yet meet someone worth to make me change myself till I don’t realize at all, it’s naturally change from inner.

I’m going to find UGLY BETTY from year one till now. Whoever has this, please lend to me, so that I can save my money to buy it.