Friday, February 9, 2007

LoveHolic's Theory



Last week i chat with Nat Chai, she told me this,
"Liking is like an infection. to me la. it swims in your body. love is like an injection. its stays there."

Then she told me this...

"In life, it is said that every destined pair is connected to with a long invisbile red string tied to their pointers. So when people grow up, they tend to search for the end of that red string in order to look for their destiny. But because there are too many people in this world, they get easily tangled up because there are soo many other strings. Therefore its alright to get stuck in love, because when u get stuck in love, thats when you are tangled up. So it takes time for u to untangle yourself and continue your journey in search of your other half. Which explains that its okay if you end up with people who you dont htink you shoudl deserve/end up with. Its just you yourself getting tangled up in the world of red strings. "

Frens of mine, do you agree with this?

Sigh... I thought a lot last week, till i cant sleep tight at night, woke up at 5 a.m. sumthing, then cant sleep back till 8 a.m., even though i'm tired like dead. I think, i should give myself a DUE DATE to my "UM LUEN" (cantonese = 暗恋) cuz this kind of long term WAR, will exhaust my energy easily. So, i just let my heart BEATING for him till 14th Feb 2007, 23:59p.m. after the day, i will stop my stupid action anymore. Yayaya, i knew u all will scold me whenever u gals read this, but, i'm tired to chase a guy who already got gf beside. Even though my cousin JY did caught him looking at me, but, you know lah, just a glance only, what it represent for woh? So i have to wait MAYBE someday he will break up with gf meh.... no right? sigh... better stop earlier lah......

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Scary Ferris Wheel~!!! ><



Yesterday night i went Titiwangsa AGAIN (dont be so surprise why i always go there, cuz i support Malaysia mah~!! Malaysia Boleh~! :p ) Actually yesterday was Yun Ho's BD,so i went out with Samsam, Mickey8 and Dindin, 4 of us celebrated inside the gondola. BUT~!!! You know wat?? man, as a ppl like me who very afraid of height, OMG~!! I was totally freak out, and cried loh~!!! Yes I was~!!!! i'm so scared~!!! even though the scenery from top is really beautiful, but i cant control the reaction, just tears dropped. I hold Samsam's hand till we get out from the gondola, totally 4 rounds we had rode on. Sigh... if Ah Keat really asks me ride together, i should think deep loh, cuz very shame loh, i'm sure will cry and hold anything or anyone near me loh, really scary lah~!!! ><

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Fireworks... i'm a bit sad whenever i see it....

Last Saturday & Sunday night, i was at Titiwangsa, with different group of frens watched the fireworks. You gals know wat? every time when i see it, my heart so pain... feel so sad cuz i think back the past... feel so lonely cuz everywhere also the couples or families... of cuz being with frens not that bad also, but i knew wat i'm thinking during that time, needed a shoulder to lie on...... maybe i'm just too 'weak'. man, i dont wanna become a real SUPERWOMEN, please lah, my house got one already, and i see her SIDE EFFECT after all, i dont wanna become like that...... ( so sorry to Nathelie Ng ) Single maybe good enough to me sometimes, but i needed some love whenever i feel tire or upset, even though thinking to cry out also needed find a place, but not find someone, how damn shit of my 26 yrs old life now~!!! So~!!!! here it is~!!! i already made a wish when i was watching the fireworks,


" THIS YEAR I WANT PAK TOR LAHHHH~!!!!!"


all of my frens, if u see this blog,please leave a message let me know, how to start a date, ok~!? I'm serious~!! Remember leave a message to someone urge to PAK TOR this year k?? ur help is very important~!!!