Piano Battle (full) ~ Taeyang vs. Junsu @ SBS Gayo Daejun 081229

This is the best part among the all. Still, Jun Soo you're my man, your voice impressed me. This is why I'm your follower, no matter how. Tae Yang really a tender singer, sitting down playing piano, he still a romantic guy you can't imagine.

Dance Battle (full) @ SBS Gayo Daejun 081229

Another surprised in this Gayo Daejun, dancing part, all the WELL KNOWN dancers that we love, they are amazing...

Bolero PV - Tohoshinki

I don't how you think of this song, but to me, it's nice, and not the previoous J POP anymore. Hope you can enjoy.

Shinhwa/The Snowy Night MV

Suddenly found this at youtube randomly... I like this song so much from last year, now wanna share with you all... Merry Xmas and HAppy New year~!!

Another new discoveries...

Why this clothes was painted? When i was studying at CAA in fine art, we're doing a subject named "PRINTING", we learn how to put the pattern on the T-shirt by using the original way,

PAINT. When the time we're waiting it dry, all of us started playing around, to create a memory for today's class, we try to do those STUPID thing, yae, as you see from the pic... ^^

This is a set of materials i bought when i studied basic interior design course. Quite miss the time i spent with it... Sigh...

Did you guys know 《通灵王》this comic? Well i think nope right? nevermind... BUt i wanna tell you all, this is the scene i most remember cuz when the time i read it, is the most difficult period i ever had in Ipoh. After i saw this, till know, whenever i face any problem, i will tell myself, "SURE GOT WAY OUT".

Haha, I found some of them STILL look ok, so decided post here... Proud of myself... ^^

What a mess... OMG~!!!! ><

See my house after ceroboh? Sigh... I used one tried to clean all the mess but failed, needed more more day for the whole house... T___T

Singles~!!!

Their coming Japanese single cover? But quite nice, although without TVXQ will lonely a bit. This gal's acting not bad and i read the comic before, the story line really nice.

They have a photo shooting for Korean magazine named "SINGLES", and this is Jamuary issue.

CEROBOH~!!!

My house kena ceroboh!!! Yup, ipoh old house...

This morning my mum supposed back ipoh visit my grandpa, before that she back Lahat old house first, when she opened the door, all messy inside and all the floor full with clothes or things, she almost SHOT JOR, and going to cry out. Luckily 2 policemen was servicing their motorbike next to our house, mum called them come and have a look.

According to mum, we lost:

1 unit TV
1 unit tape player
2 units radio player
1 unit fan

And, maybe there still got something she didnt see, but tomorrow i will know. What i most worried is, PLEASE DONT TAKE MY CDs & COMIC BOOKS!!!! T_____T
Well, when the moment i listened mum said this happening, i didn't care much. BUt all my cousin brothers also asked me the same question:

"How's your original CDs? Few boxes leh."

OMG~!! R you guys think the theif will take the CD? Nonsense... But it's so surprise they didnt take the fridge... why? Well, my aunt said, "they maybe dont have lorry to deliver..." pls....
Now i have to borrow Oscar's word, my Gu Ma really GREY SHOE （诙谐）...

Back to Ipoh staying at Alex's house (big cousin bro), told all of them I resigned all so surprised but kinda expected, Alex asked me back help him woh, NO WAY! I don't want working for relative or sibling anymore, torture me~!! @___@ Let me have some rest... Like Oscar said, no need too rush, have a vacation 1st.

[HD] 박효신 - 나만 바라봐 081212

This is amazing as a ballad singer sing this hip hop song, and totally comes out different feel, love it~!!

10 Days left

There's 10 days left for me in the office, i have to settle all my important thing inside this laptop. All my music, video and photo, the most important inheritance in my life~!!

This weekend is those chinese called , kind a big day for chinese, i think it's bigger than CNY. Got TONG YUN to eat, nice~!! Before the day come, i have to clean my room, i wanna throw away all the rubbish, and broken shoes... to welcome my NEW DAY~!!!

I'm reading book lately, and writing my story too, kinda busy. Hopefully can finsih my story by this month... Cuz Dawn keeps on chasing me ><

2009 Calender~!!!

Well, coming 2009 i want the calender~!!! TVXQ hanging calender~!!! ><

New year, new hope, new future, new life, new me... Expected everything NEW comes to me~!!! Hope can have a rest first...

P.S.: Dawn, don't you think to buy it too? :p

Bi Rain & Jang Dong Gun CUTE SK Telecom CF!!

Never ever think 2 super stars will sit together and have a CUTE CF like this, the song, the facial expression, the dance and... the doggie~!!! Cute ya~!!

PHS is BACK!!!!!!!

OMG, this I must write here, he's back!!!!! I dunno how to describe my feeling now, but really excited!!!!! I've been waiting his new song so long, right now he has a collaboration with HHH, and the song so nice!! And, I'm going to keep his hair!!! ^^

Why i like him? His voice. And now, my coughing voice almost like him leh!!! :p

Non Stop

From 29th Nov 2008, I statred coughing. Till now i not yet recover, my throat can't take this anymore cuz i can't sing, it's the worst thing happen in my life if i lost my voice or hearing...

I came across certain article about 'Mother Teresa House' in Culcutta. When Maggie told me, last few years I told her this and promised will go together, but i totally no idea where i knew this, totally forgot @_@! So, i decided serch at website. Still, I don't know why and how i came across this, but Maggie, don't worry, as i PROMISED you last few years back, WE WILL GO TOGETHER.

I love my header

I love my header, maybe becuz of HIM. From 2006, till now, i still love his voice. Can't deny, it's MIROTIC...

1st December 2008

Finally, it's 1st Dec 2008, last month of 2008, shall i do some BIG thing before it reaches 2009? I'm thinking... 31 days in Dec, i wanna rest the whole month, can?

Yoon Do Hyon Love Letter

Just finished watched ‘LOVE LETTER’ at KBS channel, was last episode. Guests he invited really his taste, e.g.: Drunken Tiger and Lena Park. His performance arranged at last, sang ‘ALL BY MYSELF’, supposed is a ballad song, but till the last part he showed his rocker movement and made me feel he’s very stylish. No matter how, his voice is one of the type I like always. I don’t know what will he do in future; but I’m always expected something new from him. You’re my rocker, Do Hyon!

One In A Million

Well, today is the day, i supposed go with my fellows, but i didn't, cuz i don't think i can take one more day leave for this week. Nat, don't angry with me.

Personally, I also not interested in it, not really have the courage PUSH me go. I don't even prepare any songs during the pass few days. And, you know what happen now? I'm coughing and sore throat, shit!!! I hate this cuz will effect my voice, although i'm not gonna take part but still not nice to listen >_<

Early morning at office first thing i do is, order a lemon water from next door, yes, is lemon + water. Hopefully can get well soon...

081126 Yunho Yoochun Sing Funny

Again I see this 2U acting very funny..^^

YUNHO = YUCHUN - 2U CF #2

Again, i see Yun Ho keeps on singing and the other only playing fool, hahaha... funny...

At KL

Finally at KL. And i'm working today. Rebecca asked why, cuz I'm working under my aunty's office. That's find, today she didnt talked much cuz rushing the audit thing, even my cousin brother here, Kok How.

First thought came to me when i passed KL toll, "I AM BACK TO THE JAIL AGAIN".

Back to Normal

Early at 8am, I woke up, and now updating my blog. 2 hours later i will back to KL, back to my normal life. Since my grandpa's situation turned better, i think i really have to leave, cuz 'SOMEBODIES' are waiting me back and wanted to scold me GAO GAO. I dunno what i done wrong go back see my grandpa, but i knew, they will scold me.

Staying at Ipoh these 3 days 2 nights, i feel relax. At least I never got this feeling at KL before. Alex & Oscar told me the same thing, KL is too tension. So many ppl say Ipoh is the place which for RETIRE use. I agree too, but also can find a stable job although salary low, living happily ever after. Staying at KL just like everyday having a fight or war with those you don't know, or, maybe fighting with the invisible scare or pressure. For the pass 3 years I stay in KL, I ONLY learned how to live, or I should say how to survive.

But the best thing is, I learn Korean, I meet nice friend. Blessed. I dunno how long i can stand for this time, but i won't let ppl OVER my line. This is my BORDER LINE.

Ipoh, Love

From 23rd Nov 2008 6:30a.m., my mum knocked my room door,

"Grandpa cannot liao... quick, we have to go home." she said it in hurry. Then i asked the whole story and i decided not go back so early. Reason why? My KL house FLOOD!!! Certain pipe stucked with certain place and all the dirty water from above neighbours all came into my house. And, the HOUSE OWNER also didn't care at all. I cleaned all the dirt then back ipoh at 3pm.

On the way back, i slept one hour then woke up, cuz the air con too cold and outside raining heavily. All along the road, i saw the trees and mountains passing by, feeling was weird and i was thinking another rediculous story ^^

I reached Ipoh at 1830pm, but really heavy rain, the thunder scared me. Took a cab staright to GH, and i saw my mum and relatives, then i saw my grandpa. This is not the 1st time I see my grandparent full with injection whole or with those medical equipments i totally dunno what does it call; but still, i'm worried.

Few years back, my father side grandma, she stroke at home and sent by an ambulance which me & my aunt & my maid also inside. It's my 1st experience to feel SCARE. You'll never know the next second what will happen to your beloved, and the emergency room environment makes you can't breath easily. After that, I spent about 3 months on & off, come & go in hospital Fatimah. I still remember I love the canteen nasi lemak. After 3 months, we took her back home and hired a maid took care of her. She watched Astro with me, and even listened what i talked to her always at every midnight. I knew she loves me so much, she taught me a lot. She suffered for 9 months finally she left me.

One years ago, my father side grandpa, sickness for long time, suddenly faint at my aunt's house, immediately we sent him to HUKM. The night before, he still wanted to give me his own money, cuz he told me have to eat well, and he secretly said,"your aunts won't treat you good, take my money and live well, k?" At that moment i knew nothing, but scolding him not to do so, cuz i'm good enough. But who can predict the next second, he became like that? For about one week, he left me too, in front of me, i looked at him and the heart beat machine, slowly till it became one straight line. Angie was there too, and me. I'm proud to say this, "I'M WITH HIM TILL LAST SECOND", cuz i'm his own grand-daughter.

Now, till my mother side grandpa, he took good care of me when i was small. He brought me to school, every morning we went morning market had our breakfast, and one thing, the most important thing, HE EVERYDAY GIVE ME 50 CENTS. Maybe he wanted me have an atittute for saving money, but finally i disappointed him. Even now.

I always tell ppl surrounding me, "I AM COLD BLOODED WOMAN", but i love my grandpa & grandma, and of cuz, my mum. Nobody can replace them. But some of my relatives, be honest, I have no feeling on them. Whoever helped me before, i won't forget; but whoever hurt me before, I will take back whatever is belonged to me. Kinda like revenge? Not really, but I do REMEMBER everything had happened to me in my life time.

Fashion Show ?

Found this photo from baidu, really looks like both of them having a catwalk at certain fashion show. The DAI LAU Jun Soo's wearing is really nice looking; Chang Min really got model body line, speechless.

Basic House 08秋装目录

When i saw HER n HIM together, wow, fantastic!!! Park & Eun... Lovely couple.... ^^

Suki Low

Did you guys watch Suki's performance at One In A Million? I just watched, she's very young, and her slang slightly like a Malay gal. My colleague told me, she sang a lot of Malay songs, that's y the Malay also likes her. Beside that, her singing really good. Even the judges also like her so much.

My Name

Last night when out with Dawn, when we was chatting i suddenlu come out a name for myself,

Organic Sam = 有机森 = 有机心

Cuz lately we are trying to do some BIG WOK YE, meanwhile my idea is too FREAKY and OVER, plus everything also WELL PLANNED. This is how the name created. You may not understand, but when Dawn read this, i knew she'll laugh. ^^

DBSK We Love You - 1년 7개월동안 그들이 참아왔던 말

Alyn said this video will cheer me up, but after i watch it, i really cry badly. Sorry for my sensitive or emotional... BUt thanks Alyn.

If I were a boy

Finally, I have my time to listen some English songs I had downloaded for a quiet of long time. Beyonce’s songs now playing in my window media player, not bad, especially the song named ‘IF I WERE A BOY’. It’s totally talks about girl’s feel, talks about how to be a better man to his girl friend.

I had this thought when I was young, yup, I said YOUNG, like below 26yrs old. Now I’m turned to 28, if my life only till 5+, I walked half, and it’s not kidding or pessimistic, but I really getting old day after day. When I walk on the road or shopping malls sometimes, looking at the young girls hanging with their gang or boyfriends, it’s really a strong alert ringing to me, “you’re not young ANYMORE”. If I were a boy, I got lots of things to do for myself.

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong
But you're just a boy
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

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